When he smiles i feel good

Supposed to give him a change of 27pesos but i was absentmindedly giving him 50pesos and some change..my mind has left me again..when others take notice it doesn't matter much but when he does it's big deal..in normal circumstances they don't make much of a difference, my perception weaves a different story. And i feel i'm getting used to it and i do not care anymore but suddenly it would come back and i feel strongly about it again..it's dizzying