jealous.may 17 2013

I heard him call someone babes. And it was so painful. Its like a heavy thing was placed on my chest. I try to shake it off but it won’t come off.  I feel like crying but the tears won’t come out. I should be getting used to this but it’s taking too long. I hate my tenacity sometimes.

there are some things you can't force

he said there's just some things you can't force

warm hands

if a person's hand is warm, would the other hand be warm as well? because if does then he has warm hands.

anxious

i'm not your friend so i don't have the right to care for you

i heard he's sick

he's absent. i heard he's sick. i miss him.

while waiting for it to load i tell myself "get ready to get hurt."

bakit??

he's unusually hyper a while back, unusually flirty, ewan. hay i just like him too much.